spiral of dreams
March 14, 2019is this my life or
is it a ripple in chaos -
a haze at the edge of my vision -
an eyelid that grows into
tentacles and claws -
why do you keep saying
that i am not i but lies and fading music
or the last wish
of one of those long-suffering women
who lived before me and
who could only dream about freedom;
the freedom i have
to inhabit a shadow.